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*listening to: Never Is A Promise-Fionna Apple*
Well, so much is going on inside my head; it's hard to write it all down. Apperently I'm being forced against my will by my parents to visit a college tomarrow. Hmm, the only place I really wanted to visit... well I'm not allowed to. Yay, I've been driving alone around town. I'm trying to plan to see my friends Penny, Chris, and Sean on Sunday, but I keep feeling like it will all fall threw. I feel very confused. I'm not good at making plans. I like to do things at the spur of the moment.
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Anyways I need to visit SOMEONE, cause I'm going crazy with being so lonely and not being able to talk to anyone in real life. My family doesn't count, let's leave it at that. So I have no idea what the hell is going to happen this weekend... I know I DO have to keep writting my god damn paper or I won't go anywhere. And that reeeeaally ticks me off; how my dad thinks that he can still punish me. I say "Why do you treat me like I'm still in High School?"
He says "You act like it." I DO NOT!!! If he just took the time to realize that I'm in a lot of pain and trying to get my life together... ah well parents.... someday I'll escape them.
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