Well, I must apologize for my last entry. I'm sorry if I scared anyone. I was blowing off shit.
Here's a poem that I'm writting on the spot:
Tonight I'm on my knees. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, I just want to heal. I want the wind the blow my pain away. The wind is cold. The wind in my element. If I told you I cared, would you beleive me? If I told the world that I beleive, would I feel better? I've tried. So tonight I'm on my knees praying for an answer, a becon of hope. I don't beleive in Jesus or the bible, but I beleive in you. I think about the people in the warm sun now, swimming threw the coral reefs. That was me three years ago. I never that that go. I wish I was there, I wish I was where you are. I wish I could take your hand and tell you everything's going to be ok. I just want to be your friend again. I let the wind run it's fingers threw my hair. My cigarrette ashes blow away. I save my crying for another day...
